Emotional. That’s me, recently. I’m actually a rather calm person but because of studies, my emotions has been eating me up and my mood has been greatly affected.
"What are you doing? Why aren’t you studying?"
That sentence pulled the trigger to my emotions and bang, it went out of control. Tears starts overwhelming, my mind went blank and anger took over.
My mouth started scolding words of unhappiness at the person who said that, my mum. In her eyes, I was never good enough.
She only saw my bad side, I studied the entire day and she decides to walk into my room when I was taking a ten minute break. What is this?
I grabbed my phone and keys from my study table and stomped out of my room, and out of the house. In this state, one more glance of my mum will drive me crazy.
I was walking along the pedestrian walk way and texting my only saviour in such situation, Taehyung. Being my best friend and boyfriend, not only him but my parents trust him too. I couldn’t call, I wouldn’t say anything, I can’t.
'Come over, I will be waiting at the door'
With that message, I run at full speed to his house which was just a few blocks down the road.
I slow down when I was closer to his house and eventually stop in front of him. Without a word, he pulled me into his embrace and hold me in it. The cheerful Taehyung wasn’t there but the caring and mature one was. Tears came flooding once again. It was uncontrollable.
I’m grateful that I have Taehyung in such situations. He lead me into his house that he owns. He stays alone, without his parents. It wasn’t his choice, they were gone was he was 9.
Without once releasing me, we sat down on the couch. He tighten his embrace while I cry harder. Somehow the entire stress bottle just exploded and I’m taking a long time to clear up the mess. He being understanding just sat there silently. He probably predicted what happened, he knows me way too well.
Approximately half an hour later, I finally caught my first breathe and start to cool down. Taehyung then started.
"Studies finally took a toll on you, is that so?"
"In a way"
Way before this incident, Taehyung had already notice my change towards studying. It was something shocking to others as I’m sitting for my major exams this year. However, he came to notice that I’m way into this. It’s reaching a standard that someone like me couldn’t take it. He tried to drop some hints here and there but due to my cluelessness, I did not notice.
This way, I ended up falling asleep in his embrace. It’s tiring for me to be crying and after endless days of 4hr sleep. Thank you, Taehyung.
This story might sound a little too serious for Taehyung but ah well~ I was feeling a little stress over my studies (but not as serious as the character) so I wrote this to calm myself down a little. Hope sunflower Taehyung and me has helped you relax a bit if you are stressed out over some problems! It had been so long since I last posted a story so this can be counted as my return post? xD anyway, I will post a post later on how to request and who I write for!
Please support me and thank you for taking your time to read this~ ^^